Jewish mysticism grapples with that feeling, and the idea that we’re born with only a sliver of our true spiritual potential.
According to the great Kabbalist Baal HaSulam, in his introduction to the Zohar (a foundational text of Kabbalah), we come into this world equipped with just a spark, a tiny seed of holiness called a nefesh dekedusha (נפש דקדושה), literally "a soul of holiness."
But hold on – it's not quite a "real" soul just yet.
Baal HaSulam describes it as the “back” or the “reverse side” of the soul. Think of it like a faint echo of something much grander. It's so small, so nascent, that it's often referred to as a mere "point."
Where does this little spark reside?
In our hearts, Baal HaSulam tells us.
And what does the heart represent? It's the seat of our desires, particularly the desire to receive. That inherent drive, that yearning for something more, that's where this initial spark of holiness takes root. It's a fascinating idea, isn't it? That our very desire, often seen as a source of ego, is also the vessel for our spiritual potential.
Now, why is this so important?
Because this tiny nefesh dekedusha is just the beginning. It's the starting point of a lifelong journey of spiritual growth, a journey where we strive to uncover and embody the fullness of our soul. It implies that we aren't born complete, but rather with the potential for completeness. We have work to do!
So, the next time you feel that nagging sense that something's missing, remember that little spark within your heart. It's a reminder that you're capable of so much more, and that the journey to uncover your full spiritual potential has already begun.