Jewish mysticism offers a fascinating perspective: that the very thing we're striving for – complete rectification, total connection – already exists. It’s not about creating something new, but about revealing what's always been.
The great Kabbalist, Baal HaSulam, in his preface to the Zohar, dives deep into this concept. He tells us that absolutely everything in the cosmos, every tiny detail, flows from Ein Sof (אין סוף), the Infinite. Think of Ein Sof as the ultimate source, the boundless, unknowable origin of all existence. But it's not just a source; it’s also the state of perfect completion, where all souls exist in their fully rectified form.
It's a mind-bending idea. That our souls, in their most perfected state, are already present in Ein Sof. Baal HaSulam refers back to earlier sections of his commentary, where he’s been laying the groundwork for this very notion. He’s building on the kabbalistic principle of “last in deed, first in thought." This means that the final state of completion – the ultimate goal of our spiritual journey – was actually the initial blueprint.
Think of it like this: an architect has a complete vision for a house before even laying the first brick. Every detail, every room, every window exists in their mind's eye. Our journey through life, through the different worlds, is like the actual construction of that house. We're not creating the vision, but bringing it into manifestation.
So, how does this cosmic blueprint unfold? According to Baal HaSulam, the initial design is drawn from Ein Sof to the world of Atzilut (אצילות), often translated as "Emanation." Atzilut is considered the highest of the four worlds in Kabbalistic cosmology, closest to the Divine. It's where the initial thought, the perfect plan, takes shape.
Then, from Atzilut, every detail is drawn down into the lower worlds of Beria (בריאה, Creation), Yetzira (יצירה, Formation), and Asiya (עשיה, Action). These are the worlds where we experience reality, where the blueprint is translated into the tangible. Just as the architect’s detailed plans are used to actually build the house, so too are the details drawn from Atzilut manifested in these lower realms.
As we find in Midrash Rabbah, the idea of a pre-existing plan is deeply rooted in Jewish thought. The Midrash speaks of God looking into the Torah, the Divine blueprint, before creating the world.
This perspective shifts our understanding of spiritual work. It’s not about inventing a new self or striving for an unattainable ideal. It’s about uncovering the perfect, rectified soul that already exists within us, a soul connected to Ein Sof. The journey is about peeling back the layers, removing the obstacles, and revealing the inherent wholeness that is our birthright. We are, in essence, returning to a place we've always been.
So, what does this mean for us, here and now? Perhaps it's an invitation to trust the process, to believe that even amidst the chaos and imperfections of our lives, there is a divine plan unfolding. And maybe, just maybe, that plan includes a vision of us, already whole, already complete, shining with the light of Ein Sof.