Be!" And then, "Wait... slow down. Your time is almost up." It's enough to make your head spin.
That tension – between action and mortality, between boundless potential and the stark reality of our limited time – that's right at the heart of a powerful little snippet from Sifrei Devarim.
The passage connects two seemingly disparate verses from the Book of Deuteronomy (Devarim in Hebrew). First, Devarim 29:9: "You are standing this day, all of you." A moment of collective presence, of being fully alive in the "now." And then, just a few chapters later in Devarim 31:14, a starkly different pronouncement: "And the L-rd said to Moses: Behold, your days have drawn near to die."
Talk about a contrast! One moment, the people are standing together, full of potential. The next, Moses, their leader, is facing his impending death. What are we to make of this juxtaposition?
Well, Rabbi Shimon bar Yochai, a towering figure in Jewish mysticism and a central figure in the Zohar, offers a profound observation. He says: "Blessed is the true Judge, before whom there is no wrong or partiality, viz. (Ibid. 32:4) 'He is a G-d of trust without wrong. Righteous and just is He.'"
What's Rabbi Shimon bar Yochai getting at?
Think about it. Life isn't always fair, is it? We see injustice, suffering, and loss all around us. But Rabbi Shimon bar Yochai isn’t ignoring that pain. He’s acknowledging it, and then directing our attention to something deeper: a fundamental trust in the divine order, even when we can't understand it.
The phrase "true Judge" (Dayan Emet) is especially powerful. It's a phrase traditionally recited upon hearing news of a death. It’s a moment to acknowledge that even in loss, there is a divine justice, a divine truth, that transcends our limited human understanding. We might not grasp the "why," but we affirm our belief in a higher purpose.
The verse he quotes, "He is a G-d of trust without wrong. Righteous and just is He," emphasizes this point. It's not about blindly accepting everything that happens. It's about cultivating a deep-seated trust in the inherent goodness and justice of the divine, even when faced with life's most difficult realities.
So, what does it all mean for us, here and now? Perhaps it's a reminder to embrace the present moment, to stand "this day, all of you," fully engaged in life. But it's also a call to cultivate a sense of acceptance, a willingness to trust in something larger than ourselves, even when faced with the inevitable limitations and losses that come with being human.
It's a balancing act, isn't it? Living fully in the moment, while also acknowledging the precious and fleeting nature of our time. Trusting in the divine, even when we don't understand. It's a challenge, to be sure. But within that tension, perhaps, lies the very essence of a meaningful life.