The book of Ecclesiastes, or Kohelet as we know it in Hebrew, is full of those moments. And one verse in particular, 7:17, gives us a real head-scratcher: "Do not be overly wicked and do not be foolish; why should you die before your time?"
Okay, hold on. "Do not be overly wicked"? What does that even mean? Does that imply a little wickedness is okay?
That's precisely the question Rabbi Berekhya wrestles with in Kohelet Rabbah, the rabbinic commentary on Ecclesiastes. He practically throws his hands up in the air, exclaiming, "But a little bit is permitted?!"
It's a valid point, isn't it? The rabbis weren't afraid to grapple with the tough questions. They didn't shy away from the uncomfortable implications of scripture. What Rabbi Berekhya is pointing out is the absurdity of thinking in terms of "degrees" of wickedness. It's not a sliding scale where you can carefully calibrate your sins!
So, what’s the real message here? Rabbi Berekhya offers a powerful alternative interpretation. It's not about the amount of wickedness, but the attitude behind it. Don't fall into the trap of thinking, "Because this is with rage, everything is with rage." In other words, don't use God's potential anger as an excuse to just throw all caution to the wind and descend into utter depravity.
Think about it. Have you ever been so angry that you felt like just giving up on being good? Like, "The world's against me anyway, so why bother?" That’s the mindset Kohelet Rabbah is warning us against.
The commentary goes on to suggest that if God is already angry, we shouldn't assume that it doesn't matter if we continue to sin. It's not a free pass to indulge in our worst impulses. On the contrary, it’s a call to self-reflection, to repentance, to actively choose a different path. It is a call to teshuvah, to return.
Because the thing is, we all mess up. We all fall short. We all have moments where we’re not exactly shining examples of virtue. The question is, what do we do after those moments? Do we use them as an excuse to spiral downwards? Or do we use them as an opportunity to learn, to grow, and to strive to be better?
So, next time you're facing a moral dilemma, remember Rabbi Berekhya's wise words. Don't let anger, frustration, or a sense of hopelessness lead you to believe that it "doesn't matter" anymore. It always matters. Every choice matters. Even (and especially) when we feel like we're already in too deep.