Parshat Bereshit7 min read

Cain Faked Repentance and God Offered Him a Second Chance

Cain told God that a world heavy enough to be carried could surely carry one sin. He did not mean a word of it. Half his sentence came off anyway.

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Table of Contents
  1. He Did Not Know Which Blow Would Do It
  2. The Answer He Gave as If to a Man
  3. He Told God It Was God's Fault
  4. The Repentance He Did Not Mean
  5. So Potent Is Repentance, and I Knew It Not
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He Did Not Know Which Blow Would Do It

Cain had never seen anyone die, so he did not know where a man breaks. He threw stones at every part of his brother, the legs, the back, the arms, working his way over him, until one caught Abel on the neck and that was the one.

Then he stood in the field and made a plan. "My parents will demand account of me concerning Abel," he said, because there was no other human being on earth to ask. He would go where they could not find him.

The thought had barely finished when God was there.

"Before your parents you can flee. Can you go out from My presence too? Can any man hide himself in secret places that I shall not see him?"

And then something worse than an accusation. "Alas for Abel, that he showed you mercy and held back from killing you when he had you in his power. Alas that he gave you the chance to kill him."

Abel had had him down once and let him up.

The Answer He Gave as If to a Man

"Where is Abel your brother?"

"I do not know. Am I my brother's keeper?"

There were four people alive in the world. His mother, his father, himself, and the one in the dirt behind him. He answered as though he were talking to a neighbor who might not have heard, as though the eye that reaches into the bottom of the sea could be waited out with a shrug.

Philo of Alexandria could not get over the nerve of it. What a beautiful apology, he wrote, and meant nothing kind by it. Whose keeper should you have been, if not your brother's? You had energy enough for the fraud and the violence and the killing. Your brother's safety was the thing you could not find time for.

He Told God It Was God's Fault

Cain kept going, and the argument got bolder as it went.

"You are the one who keeps watch over every creature, and You are demanding an account from me? I killed him. You made the evil inclination in me. You guard all things. Why did You let me do it?" He got to the end of that and went further. "You killed him Yourself. If You had looked at my offering the way You looked at his, I would have had nothing to envy, and he would be standing here."

"The voice of your brother's blood is crying out against you from many wounds," God said. Not one wound. Every place a stone had landed had a voice. "And the blood of all the righteous who would have come out of Abel."

Abel's soul was crying too, and it could not find anywhere to stand while it did. It could not go up, because no human soul had ever gone up. It could not lie down in the grave with the body, because no human soul had ever done that either. It went back and forth over the field with nowhere to be.

Cain said he had never seen a man killed and could not have known that thrown stones would take a life.

The Repentance He Did Not Mean

"Are there informers who denounce men before You?" Cain said. "My parents are the only living human beings and they know nothing about it. You live in the heavens. How would You know what happens down here?"

"You fool. I carry the whole world. I made it, and I will bear it."

Cain heard the opening and took it in one step.

"You bear the whole world, and my sin You cannot bear? Then my guilt is too great to be borne. Yesterday You banished my father from Your presence. Today You banish me. People will say it is Your way, banishing."

It was a performance. He was not sorry; he had found the seam in the last sentence and put his knife in it. The sentence had been fugitive and wanderer, homeless and moving forever. God took half of it off. Cain would be homeless. He would not have to keep walking.

Half a sentence was still enough to be unbearable. The ground shook under his feet wherever he put them, and the animals came for him, the tame with the wild, the serpent among them, all of them meaning to open him up for Abel's sake. He broke down in the middle of it and wept. "Where shall I go from Your spirit? Where shall I flee from Your presence?"

God cut one letter of the Holy Name into his forehead and the animals fell back. "His punishment will not be like the punishment of murderers after him. He shed blood, and there was nobody to teach him. From now on, whoever kills a man will himself be killed." Then God gave him a dog to walk with him against the beasts, and put leprosy on his skin so that anyone who met him would know what he was.

So Potent Is Repentance, and I Knew It Not

Adam met his son on the road and asked what had been decreed against him.

Cain told him the truth about the outcome and nothing about the lie: he had repented, and it had worked, and the sentence had been cut.

"So potent is repentance," Adam cried out, "and I knew it not!" He had walked out of Eden believing a thing done was a thing finished. He stood in the road and made up a hymn on the spot, and it began, it is a good thing to confess your sins to the Lord. The first song of repentance in the world was written by a man who had learned the word from his son, who did not mean it.

Cain went east and built a city and named it after his son Enoch, and he was the first man on earth to put a wall around a city and dig trenches outside the wall, because he was afraid of his enemies. He robbed the people who came to him. The wall stood for seven generations. In the seventh, Lemech killed him.

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The Midrash of Philo 7:5The Midrash of Philo

Retold in our words. Read the original at the link below.The Works of Philo Judaeus, trans. C. D. Yonge, London, H. G. Bohn, 1854-1890 · Public Domain

The Torah, in its infinite wisdom, speaks to that very human experience.

Consider the loaded question in (Genesis 4:8), after Cain has just slain his brother Abel. God confronts him, saying, "You have done wrongly; now rest?" What does that mean?

Philo, a Jewish philosopher living in Alexandria roughly two thousand years ago, offers a surprisingly comforting interpretation in The Midrash of Philo. He sees in these words a powerful message about repentance and self-awareness.

Philo suggests that God isn't being sarcastic. Instead, He’s giving “very useful advice.” He is saying, yes, you messed up. You sinned. But it’s not the end of the story. The best possible scenario, of course, is “to do no wrong at all.” To live a life of perfect righteousness. But let’s be honest, how many of us actually manage that? (I know I don’t!)

So, what comes next? According to Philo, the next best thing is to recognize our failings, to feel that shame, that pang of conscience. Because that feeling, that "blush," is actually a sign of hope. It means we’re not lost. It means we still have a moral compass.

Philo beautifully describes the person who acknowledges their sin as being "near akin" to the person who never sins at all. He even calls them, "the younger brother to the elder." Isn’t that a beautiful image? Both are part of the same family, striving toward goodness, even if one stumbled along the way.

The truly dangerous person, Philo argues, is the one who "prides themselves on their errors." The one who doubles down, who refuses to admit wrongdoing. That, he says, is a disease “difficult to cure, or rather which is altogether incurable.” Ouch.

Why such strong words? Because that kind of arrogance blocks the path to repentance, to teshuvah (repentance). It hardens the heart and blinds the eyes.

So, what’s the takeaway? Maybe it’s this: when you stumble, when you inevitably make mistakes, don’t despair. Don’t try to justify your actions or pretend they didn’t happen. Instead, allow yourself to feel the weight of your error. Let that shame be a catalyst for change, a reminder of the person you aspire to be.

Because even in our moments of failure, there's an opportunity for growth, for learning, for becoming just a little bit better. And maybe, just maybe, that's what God meant all along: "You have done wrongly; now rest…and begin again."

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The Midrash of Philo 9:5The Midrash of Philo

Retold in our words. Read the original at the link below.The Works of Philo Judaeus, trans. C. D. Yonge, London, H. G. Bohn, 1854-1890 · Public Domain

God asks him, "Where is your brother Abel?" And Cain replies, cool as you please, "I do not know: am I my brother's keeper?" (Genesis 4:9).

this moment, this exchange, gets some serious unpacking in the Midrash of Philo. Philo, writing way back when, really digs into the audacity – the sheer, unbelievable gall – of Cain's response. As Philo points out, here's Cain, one of only four people on the planet! His brother is missing. How could he possibly claim ignorance? It's like saying, "I have no idea where my only sibling is," when your parents are standing right there!

Philo sees in Cain's answer the seed of atheism – not just a denial of God, but a denial of God's all-seeing eye. It's the idea that you can hide something, anything, from the Divine. That you can commit an act in darkness and somehow escape notice. As Philo puts it, Cain acts as though God’s eye does not “penetrate through every thing, and behold all things at the same time; piercing not only through what is visible, but also through every thing which lurks in the deepest and bottomless unfathomable abysses."

It's more than just playing dumb; it's a fundamental rejection of a moral universe.

Philo’s really lays into Cain here. "O what a beautiful apology!" he says, dripping with sarcasm. "And whose keeper and protector ought you to have been, rather than your brother's?" Exactly! Who else would be responsible for Abel's well-being?

He goes on to question Cain's priorities. If Cain was so diligent in carrying out acts of "violence, and injury, and fraud, and homicide," why couldn't he extend that same diligence to protecting his own brother? It is a devastating rhetorical question.

Cain’s response is, at its heart, a denial of responsibility. A rejection of the very idea that we are connected to one another. It's a chilling moment, not just because of the murder itself, but because of the cold, calculated detachment that follows. "Am I my brother's keeper?" It echoes through the ages, a question that continues to haunt us.

It forces us to ask ourselves: Are we? Are we responsible for each other? Are we willing to acknowledge the bonds that tie us together, or will we, like Cain, try to deny our connection and escape the consequences of our actions?

This little snippet from Philo's Midrash (rabbinic interpretive commentary) reminds us that these ancient stories aren't just dusty relics. They're mirrors reflecting our own struggles with morality, responsibility, and the enduring question of what it means to be human.

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Book of Jubilees 4:5Book of Jubilees

Retold in our words. Read the original at the link below.Sefaria Community Translation · CC-BY

The Book of Jubilees? It’s not included in the Tanakh by many, meaning it's not part of the canonical Hebrew Bible for most Jewish denominations, or the some some biblical traditions, but it is considered canonical by the Ethiopian Orthodox Church. It offers a fascinating perspective on familiar stories.

The Book of Jubilees tells us that in the "first year of the third jubilee," Cain did the unthinkable: he murdered his brother Abel. The catalyst? God favored Abel’s sacrifice over Cain’s. Ouch.

The text is stark. "And he slew him in the field: and his blood cried from the ground to heaven, complaining because he had slain him." It’s a visceral image. The earth itself becomes a witness, Abel's blood a voice crying out for justice.

What was God's response? According to Jubilees, "And the Lord reproved Cain because of Abel, because he had slain him, and he made him a fugitive on the earth because of the blood of his brother, and he cursed him upon the earth." Cain becomes a wanderer, marked by his terrible deed. He’s banished, carrying the weight of fratricide.

But here's where it gets even more intriguing. The Book of Jubilees adds a cosmic dimension. "And on this account it is written on the heavenly tables, 'Cursed is he who smiteth his neighbour treacherously, and let all who have seen and heard say, So be it.'"

Heavenly tables? This hints at a pre-ordained moral order, a divine record of right and wrong. The curse isn't just a punishment; it's a universal declaration, etched into the very fabric of creation. The act of striking down a neighbor in treachery is so abhorrent it warrants a cosmic decree. The repercussions of Cain’s actions weren't limited to the earthly realm.

What does this all mean for us today? Perhaps it's a reminder that jealousy and unchecked anger can lead to devastating consequences. Maybe it's a call to examine our own hearts, to root out any seeds of resentment before they blossom into something destructive.

And maybe, just maybe, it's a reminder that even in the face of terrible acts, there’s still a divine order, a moral compass pointing us towards justice and healing.

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Legends of the Jews, III. The Ten Generations, The Punishment Of CainLegends of the Jews

Retold in our words. Read the original at the link below.Project Gutenberg eBook #1493, The Legends of the Jews, Volume 1 · Public Domain

In Legends of the Jews, the death of Abel was unimaginably brutal. Cain, clueless about what constituted a fatal wound, pelted his brother with stones, hitting him over and over, until finally, a blow to the neck ended Abel's life.

Cain, realizing what he'd done, planned to flee. "My parents will demand account of me concerning Abel," he reasoned, "for there is no other human being on earth." But then, bam! God appears.

"Before thy parents thou canst flee," God says, "but canst thou go out from My presence, too? 'Can any hide himself in secret places that I shall not see him?'" The text paints a picture of God confronting Cain, almost lamenting, "Alas for Abel that he showed thee mercy, and refrained from killing thee, when he had thee in his power! Alas that he granted thee the opportunity of slaying him!"

God then asks the obvious: "Where is Abel thy brother?" Cain's response? A defiant, "Am I my brother's keeper? Thou art He who holdest watch over all creatures, and yet Thou demandest account of me!" It's a classic line, and one that speaks to a deep human tendency to deflect blame. Cain goes on, arguing that God created the evil inclination within him, and that God’s favor towards Abel's offering fueled his envy. He even has the audacity to say, "Thou didst Thyself slay him, for hadst Thou looked with a favorable countenance toward my offering as toward his, I had had no reason for envying him, and I had not slain him."

But God isn't buying it. "The voice of thy brother's blood," God says, "issuing from his many wounds crieth out against thee, and likewise the blood of all the pious who might have sprung from the loins of Abel." Even Abel's soul, according to the story, couldn't find rest, unable to ascend to heaven or descend to the grave, because no human soul had done either before.

Cain, however, remains stubbornly unrepentant. He claims ignorance – how could he know that stones could kill? So, God curses the ground because of Cain, so it won't yield fruit for him. Both Cain and the earth are punished, the earth for holding Abel's corpse.

In his stubbornness, Cain even accuses God: "O Lord of the world! Are there informers who denounce men before Thee? My parents are the only living human beings, and they know naught of my deed. Thou abidest in the heavens, and how shouldst Thou know what things happen on earth?"

God's response is powerful: "Thou fool! I carry the whole world. I have made it, and I will bear it."

According to the Legends of the Jews, this reply gives Cain an opening to feign repentance. "Thou bearest the whole world," he says, "and my sin Thou canst not bear? Verily, mine iniquity is too great to be borne! Yet, yesterday Thou didst banish my father from Thy presence, to-day Thou dost banish me. In sooth, it will be said, it is Thy way to banish."

Even though it's insincere, God shows mercy. Cain's punishment is lessened. Originally, he was to be a fugitive and a wanderer forever. Now, he'll only be a fugitive. But even that is a heavy burden. The earth quakes beneath him, and animals, even the accursed serpent, try to devour him, seeking vengeance for Abel's blood.

Finally, Cain breaks down, crying, "Whither shall I go from Thy spirit? Or whither shall I flee from Thy presence?" To protect him, God inscribes a letter of His Holy Name on his forehead and commands the animals to leave him be. "Cain's punishment shall not be like unto the punishment of future murderers," God declares. "He has shed blood, but there was none to give him instruction. Henceforth, however, he who slays another shall himself be slain." God even gives him a dog for protection and marks him with leprosy as a sign of his sin.

Even Cain's insincere repentance has a positive effect. When Adam learns of it, he exclaims, "So potent is repentance, and I knew it not!" He then composes a hymn of praise to God, beginning with the words, "It is a good thing to confess thy sins unto the Lord!"

The consequences of Cain's actions ripple outward, affecting not just him but all of creation. Before the murder, the fruits Cain grew tasted like paradise. Afterward, only thorns and thistles. The ground itself changed at the moment of Abel's death. Trees and plants refused to bear fruit in the area where Abel lived, only flourishing again with the birth of Seth, and even then, they never fully regained their former glory. Where the vine once bore nine hundred and twenty-six varieties of fruit, it now bore only one. This, the text implies, will only be restored in the world to come.

Even the disposal of Abel's body is a poignant moment. Adam and Eve, unfamiliar with death, didn't know what to do with the corpse. They wept beside it, guarded by Abel's faithful dog. Then, they saw a raven bury a dead bird. Inspired, Adam buried Abel, and the raven was rewarded – its young are born with white feathers, initially rejected by their parents but cared for by God until their plumage darkens. And, according to tradition, God grants the ravens' prayers for rain.

It's a story about the first sin, the first murder, but it's also about responsibility, repentance, and the far-reaching consequences of our actions. And perhaps most importantly, it highlights the interconnectedness of all things – how one act can alter the course of history and the very nature of the world around us.

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Chronicles of Jerahmeel XXIVChronicles of Jerahmeel (Gaster, 1899)

Retold in our words. Read the original at the link below.The Chronicles of Jerahmeel, trans. Moses Gaster (1899) · Public Domain

Cain was the first city builder. According to the Chronicles of Jerahmeel, a 12th-century Hebrew chronicle translated by Moses Gaster in 1899, after marrying his wife Qalmana, Cain built the first walled city in human history and named it Enoch after his son. He surrounded it with walls and dug trenches, not out of ambition, but out of fear. He was afraid of his enemies. The city's population eventually grew to double the number of Israelites who later left Egypt.

The text draws a sharp contrast between two figures named Enoch. Cain's son Enoch gave his name to a corrupt city. But the other Enoch, the seventh from Adam, the righteous one, would someday rededicate that city with a holy dedication. All of Cain's descendants were called "the seed of evil-doers," and every one of them was swallowed up by the flood.

Cain's line produced remarkable inventors before they perished. Jabal invented shepherding, tents, and pens for livestock. Jubal discovered the science of music, the harp and reed-pipe. When Jubal heard Adam's prophecy about the coming flood and a future judgment by fire, he inscribed the science of music on two pillars, one of white marble and one of brick, so that at least one would survive. Tubal-Cain forged all iron instruments of war, the pincers, hammer, and axe. And discovered how to alloy lead and iron. His sister Naamah invented weaving and sewing of silk, wool, and flax.

Then came the intermarriage. The sons of Seth, called "children of Elohim," had lived on the mountains near Eden, while Cain's descendants dwelt in the fields of Damascus. For seven generations after Adam, they stayed separate. But after Adam died, they intermarried. Their offspring were the Nephilim, the giants, whose arrogance brought the flood upon the world.

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