How does God really reward and punish us?

Midrash Tehillim, a collection of rabbinic interpretations on the Book of Psalms, grapples with this very question. It dives into Psalm 62:13, which states, "To you, O Lord, belongs kindness, for you reward every person according to their deeds." Seems straightforward, right? But as usual, the rabbis find layers of meaning beneath the surface.

Rabbi Judah offers a fascinating take: Sin, he says, doesn't necessarily "yield fruit," meaning it doesn't produce positive results or benefits. He bases this idea on the very same verse, emphasizing that God rewards according to deeds. But charity? Ah, charity does bear fruit! He draws a parallel to Isaiah 3:10, which proclaims, "Say of the righteous that it shall be well with them, for they shall eat the fruit of their deeds." So, good deeds actively create positive outcomes. Interesting distinction, isn't it?

But what about the person who's lived a mixed life? Ten commandments kept, ten broken. Does it all just… cancel out? "Nope," says the Midrash. Imagine someone arguing that their good and bad actions simply neutralize each other, leaving them with no net gain or loss. But the Holy One, blessed be He, doesn’t operate that way. According to the sages, God doesn't just wipe the slate clean. Instead, God first accounts for the transgressions, then bestows the reward for the commandments.

This raises another thorny issue. What about the idea of karmic debt? The rabbis suggest that God pays people according to their evil deeds, but doesn't fully scrutinize them according to every single sin. In other words, God leaves the person with some "debt" still owed. Why?

The Midrash quotes Ezra 9:13, "For you have hidden your face from us because of our sins." This verse suggests that the consequences of our actions, particularly our wrongdoings, can create a separation between us and the Divine Presence. Maybe, just maybe, the "debt" left unpaid is an opportunity for teshuvah, for repentance and return.

So, what are we to make of all this? The Midrash Tehillim doesn't offer easy answers. It presents a complex picture of divine justice, one that acknowledges both reward and punishment, but also leaves room for mercy and the potential for change. It reminds us that our actions have consequences, but that the story isn't over until we write the final chapter. And perhaps, most importantly, it suggests that even in the face of our imperfections, the opportunity for growth and connection with the Divine remains. A powerful thought, wouldn't you say?