It happened to Moses, even after forty years of leading the Israelites through the wilderness. And the consequences, according to tradition, were profound.
For four decades, Moses, our teacher, strove to remain calm and collected, knowing that a single outburst could cost him dearly. The Midrash tells us that he was aware of the stakes: one moment of lost patience and God would decree that he would die in the desert, never reaching the Promised Land.
But on this occasion, near the end of their long journey, something shifted. Rage took over. He lashed out at the people, calling them "madmen" and "stiffnecked," accusing them of trying to teach their teacher. He challenged them, "Do ye think that out of this rock that ye have chosen, we shall be able to bring forth water?" According to Ginzberg's retelling in Legends of the Jews, Moses even vowed that water would flow only from his chosen rock.
Imagine the scene. God, in a moment of Divine accommodation, made it possible for all of Israel to fit in the small space before the rock. And before them all, Moses, consumed by anger, forgot God's instructions. Instead of speaking to the rock as commanded, he struck it – a rock of his own choosing.
The result? Initially, only a trickle. A few drops. Mockers arose, sarcastically asking if this was enough for the babies. Moses, enraged further, struck the rock again. This time, torrents of water gushed forth, so powerful that they swept away some of Israel's enemies. Water poured from every rock and stone in the desert!
But the victory was bittersweet. God then spoke to Moses, saying, "Thou and Aaron believed Me not." The Divine decree was clear: Moses and Aaron would not lead the people into the land promised to them. According to the text, God said, "Ye shall not bring this assembly into the land which I have given them... and not until the Messianic time shall ye two lead Israel to the Holy Land."
The reason? Moses and Aaron had not sanctified God in the eyes of the children of Israel. They didn’t bring forth water from just any rock, as the people wished, and they had acted contrary to God's command by striking the rock instead of speaking to it. They had, in a sense, taken credit for the miracle, asking, "Shall we bring forth water out of this rock?"
The text goes on, relaying God's reminder to Moses. He should have learned from the story of Ishmael, who, despite being alone, was provided with a well in the desert because of the merits of his father, Abraham. How much more should Moses have trusted in God, with the merits of the three Patriarchs and the entire people who accepted the Torah and followed its commandments! God even reminded Moses of the time at Rephidim when Moses had questioned God's willingness to help.
So, what are we to take from this dramatic episode? It's a potent reminder that even the greatest among us are fallible. It also highlights the importance of trusting in God's power and refraining from taking credit for divine miracles. It's a powerful lesson about humility, faith, and the consequences of losing control. It’s a reminder that even when we're frustrated, even when we feel like we're carrying the weight of the world, we must strive to act in accordance with God's will. Because sometimes, our actions have consequences that extend far beyond ourselves.