And it's something the Jewish people have grappled with throughout our history, especially during times of exile.
Imagine being uprooted, torn from your home, your land, everything familiar. How do you maintain your identity? How do you ensure that when – or if – you return, you still recognize yourself? That's the question at the heart of a beautiful passage in the Yalkut Shimoni on Torah 869.
This passage offers a powerful interpretation of the verse in Deuteronomy (11:17): "And you will quickly perish." It seems bleak. But the Yalkut Shimoni offers a surprising twist. Even in exile, it says, even when facing hardship, there's a way to stay connected, to keep your spiritual bearings.
The key? The mitzvot – the commandments. The Yalkut Shimoni suggests that even as God exiles us from the land of Israel, we should remain "marked by the commandments, so that when you return, they will not be new to you." Think of it as leaving breadcrumbs on a trail. These ritual acts, these connections to our tradition, serve as signposts guiding us back home.
And it directly quotes the prophet Jeremiah (31:21) who says, "Set up signposts (tziyunim) for yourselves." The Yalkut Shimoni equates these tziyunim to the commandments, the things through which Israel are "marked" (metzuyanim). It's a clever play on words, isn't it? A reminder that our actions shape our identity.
But the passage doesn't stop there. It acknowledges the pain of exile, the devastation of loss. "Make high heaps for yourself," Jeremiah continues. The Yalkut Shimoni connects this to the destruction of the Temple, echoing the lament in Psalm 137:5, "If I forget you, O Jerusalem…" It's a call to remember, to mourn, to acknowledge the depth of our suffering.
And yet, even in mourning, there's hope. "Set your heart to the road, the way on which you came," Jeremiah implores. The Yalkut Shimoni interprets this as God speaking directly to us, saying, "My children, give heart to the ways in which you walked, and repent, and immediately you will return to your cities." It's a message of profound comfort and agency. Repentance – undefined – isn't just about acknowledging wrongdoing; it's about actively choosing to return to our true selves, to the path that leads us home.
The passage concludes with a powerful call to action: "Repent, O virgin of Israel — Return to these, your cities!" It's a reminder that the power to return, to rebuild, lies within us.
So, what does this ancient text have to say to us today? Perhaps it's a reminder that even when we feel lost, disconnected, or exiled from ourselves, we can always find our way back. The commandments, our traditions, and the act of remembering are all signposts, guiding us toward a place of belonging, wholeness, and return. And maybe, just maybe, that "home" isn't just a physical place, but a state of being. A state of being connected to our heritage, our values, and our deepest selves.