The Torah gives us a fascinating glimpse of such a moment in the story of Bilam, the non-Jewish prophet hired to curse the Israelites.
In Numbers, chapter 22, verse 31, we read: “The Lord uncovered the eyes of Bilam, and he saw the angel of the Lord standing on the way, and his sword was drawn in his hand. And he bowed his head, and he prostrated himself before him.”
But what does it mean, “The Lord uncovered the eyes of Bilam”? Was he literally blind before this? Bamidbar Rabbah, a collection of rabbinic teachings on the Book of Numbers, offers a powerful insight: it's not just about physical sight. It's about understanding that even our ability to see is ultimately in God's control. Think about that for a moment. It's a reminder that there's always more to reality than meets the eye – literally.
Then, Bilam prostrates himself. Why? Bamidbar Rabbah suggests it's "because he spoke to him," meaning that Bilam recognized the angel's authority and presence.
The angel then rebukes Bilam: "For what did you smite your donkey these three times? Behold, I emerged to be an obstacle, because your way is contrary to me” (Numbers 22:32). Now, a question arises: did the angel really appear just to defend the honor of a donkey?
Bamidbar Rabbah gives us a deeper understanding. The angel wasn't just concerned about the donkey. Instead, the angel is saying, "If I am commanded to seek redress for the affront of this donkey, which has no particular merit, how much more so for the entire nation of Israel, whom you seek to curse, and who do have great merit and a covenant with God?" It's a powerful argument from the specific to the general.
The text continues, "Behold, I emerged to be an obstacle, because your way is contrary [yarat] to me." The Midrash plays with the word yarat, suggesting it's an acronym. It feared [yara], it saw [raata], it turned [nateta]. Intriguing, isn't it? Alternatively, using the atbash cipher – a substitution code where the first letter is paired with the last, the second with the penultimate, and so on – yarat becomes magen, meaning "protector." So the obstacle is also a form of protection.
And what about the donkey? The angel says, "The donkey saw me, and turned from before me these three times; had it not turned from before me, then now I would have indeed slain you and spared it” (Numbers 22:33). Bamidbar Rabbah infers from this that the angel did kill the donkey. A harsh detail, perhaps, but it underscores the seriousness of the situation.
Bilam then admits, "I have sinned, for I did not know that you were standing opposite me on the way; now, if it is wrong in your eyes, I will turn back" (Numbers 22:34). But Bamidbar Rabbah points out Bilam’s cunning. He knew that admitting sin could potentially avert punishment. As the text says, "as anyone who sins and says: ‘I have sinned,’ the angel has no permission to touch him."
Bilam's cleverness doesn't stop there. He essentially says to the angel, "Wait a minute! God told me to go! Are you saying God changes His mind? He told Abraham to sacrifice Isaac, and then sent an angel to stop him!" Bamidbar Rabbah highlights the audacity of Bilam questioning God's consistency.
Finally, the angel relents, but with a condition: "Go with the men; but only the matter that I will speak to you, shall you speak" (Numbers 22:35). Bamidbar Rabbah interprets the angel's words as a condemnation: "Go with the men – because your lot is with them, and you will be eradicated from the world." And, "Bilam went with the princes of Balak – it teaches that just as they were happy to curse, he, too, was happy." In other words, Bilam's fate is sealed by his own alignment with those who seek to harm Israel.
So, what do we take away from this intricate midrashic exploration? It's more than just a story about a talking donkey and a frustrated prophet. It's a reminder that true sight is not merely physical; it requires recognizing God's presence and purpose. It's a lesson about the consequences of aligning ourselves with negativity and ill intent. And it's a testament to the power of repentance, even if offered with ulterior motives. Perhaps, most profoundly, it shows us that even divine encounters are fraught with human complexity, ambiguity, and the constant potential for misinterpretation.