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David Could Not Escape the God Who Formed Him

David meditates on a God who formed the whole world at once and already knows every word, step, and hidden thought before they are formed.

Curated by Arthur · Told by Maggid ·
Table of Contents
  1. Creation From Zion
  2. The Self Had No Hidden Corner
  3. The Argument He Could Not Win
  4. What Creation From Zion Meant

Creation From Zion

The world did not grow from one end to the other like a human craftsman building a wall.

God formed everything at once. Not head before feet, not east before west, not sky before sea. The sun rises and the sun sets and both are formed together. A human painter sketches the outline before filling the center, but God's act of creation was whole before it was anything. The word the prophet uses for making means forming, shaping, containing, and the completeness of that word is the whole of it. God held the whole creature in a single act of attention before any part of it existed separately.

This frightened David.

The Self Had No Hidden Corner

If God formed everything at once, then the same totality applies to knowing. A God who made the tongue also knows what the tongue will say before it moves. A God who shaped the foot knows where the foot will step before the body decides to walk. A God who formed the heart's inclination knows the thought before the thinker has formed it into words.

David sits with this knowledge and it is not comfortable. He speaks to God and says: You know my sitting and my standing. You understand my thought from afar. You have searched my way and my lying down and are acquainted with all my paths. Before a word is on my tongue, You know it completely.

This is not the description of a watchman at a distance. It is the description of a God who is present inside the forming of every moment, who was there before the word, before the step, before the intention hardened into action. David cannot stand before that God as though some part of himself remained private.

The Argument He Could Not Win

He tries to find somewhere to go. If he ascended to heaven, God would be there. If he made his bed in the depths, God would be there. If he took the wings of the morning and settled at the far edge of the sea, even there God's hand would hold him and God's right hand would seize him.

This is not a complaint. It is an investigation that ends in the same place every time. There is no direction in which the self can travel to leave God behind. The darkness is not dark to God. The night shines like the day.

That fact could be terrifying or it could be steadying, depending on what a person has done. For David, with his particular history, his particular failures, his particular loves and ambitions and reversals, it is both at once. He cannot escape judgment. He also cannot escape the One who formed him before he was born, who knit him together in his mother's body, who saw his unformed substance and wrote all his days in a book before any of them had come to pass.

What Creation From Zion Meant

The rabbinic reading that tied all of this together also made a geographic claim. Creation began from Zion. Not from the east, not from the primordial sea, not from the void. From the mountain that would become the Temple mount, from the stone that would be laid as the foundation of the world's order. Psalm 50 says from Zion, the perfection of beauty, God appeared, and the Midrash hears in that not only a statement about Jerusalem's majesty but a map of how the world came into being.

Zion is not merely where Israel prays. It is the center from which the whole created world radiates. David, standing on that ground, praying toward the place where the Presence would settle, is standing at the origin point of everything that formed him.

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Midrash Tehillim 50:1Midrash Tehillim

Building up, step by step.

What about the Holy One, blessed be He? How did He create?

Midrash Tehillim, a collection of rabbinic teachings on the Book of Psalms, offers a fascinating perspective, using (Psalm 113:3), "From the rising of the sun until its setting..." as a springboard. The Midrash (rabbinic interpretive commentary) contrasts human creation with divine creation. When we, flesh and blood, make an image, we start with the head and end with the feet, or vice versa. It's a process. But not so with God.

The Midrash tells us that when God makes man, He shapes him all at once, as (Jeremiah 10:16) says, “…for He is the One Who formed everything…” It’s instantaneous, encompassing "from the rising of the sun until its setting," a complete and unified act.

And where did this all begin? According to the Midrash, creation springs forth from Zion, from Jerusalem. (Psalm 50:2) states, "From Zion, the finery (miclal) of beauty..." The Midrash cleverly connects the word miclal, meaning "finery" or "perfection", to the very act of creation. It suggests that creation emerges m’clal, "from out of" the beauty of the world.

What does "appeared" mean in this context? "Illuminated," the Midrash explains. Appearance is always associated with light, like in (Job 37:15): “…and causes the light of His cloud to appear.” The Midrash links the miclal mentioned here to the completion of creation described in (Genesis 2:1), where it says “Now the heavens and the earth were completed (vay’chulu)…” It’s a beautiful weaving together of texts, revealing a profound connection between Zion, beauty, and the very act of creation.

But what about destruction? The Midrash doesn't shy away from this difficult topic. Just as creation began in Zion, so too will destruction begin there, as (Jeremiah 9:10) warns: "And I will make Jerusalem heaps of ruin…" and afterwards, "All the land shall be a desolation…" (Jeremiah 4:27) (Micah 7:13) echoes this sentiment: "And the land shall become desolate with its inhabitants…" It’s a sobering reminder of the fragility of our world.

Yet, the Midrash doesn't leave us in despair. It offers a message of hope, a promise of renewal. Just as destruction begins in Zion, so too will renewal. The Midrash concludes by quoting (Isaiah 2:2): “…the mountain of the Lord's house shall be firmly established at the top of the mountains…” At the time when the Holy One renews His world, He will renew it from Zion.

So, what does all this mean for us? Perhaps it's a reminder that even in the face of destruction and despair, there is always the potential for renewal. That even when things seem broken beyond repair, the light of creation can emerge once more, shining forth from Zion, from the heart of the world. Maybe it's also an encouragement to consider how we create, and to strive for a wholeness and beauty in our own actions, inspired by the divine example.

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Midrash Tehillim 139:3Midrash Tehillim

He wasn’t necessarily comfortable with it.

Psalm 139 is a powerful meditation on God’s omnipresence and omniscience. And Midrash Tehillim, a collection of rabbinic interpretations of the Book of Psalms, really digs into one particular verse: "For there is no word on my tongue..." (Psalm 139:4). What does it mean that there’s no word on David's tongue because God already knows everything?

You have hemmed me in from behind and in front; You have laid Your hand upon me" (Psalm 139:4-5). It’s an image of total, inescapable awareness.

This idea isn't unique to the Psalms. The Midrash draws parallels to other biblical texts. Remember Job, wrestling with unimaginable suffering? Even there, we find echoes of this divine scrutiny. "For now You count my steps," Job says (14:16), "You keep watch over my feet without even scrutinizing my behavior." It's not just about what we do, but about the very act of existing. And not just from now, the Midrash continues, but from before Job was even born (Job 31:18), “Or like a newborn infant who has not seen the light: before I go where I will not return.”

Consider the prophet Jeremiah. God tells him, "Before I formed you in the belly, I knew you; and before you came forth from the womb, I sanctified you" (Jeremiah 1:5). It's a staggering thought: that our lives are known, even ordained, before we take our first breath.

But the Midrash doesn’t shy away from the tension this creates. It even brings in the story of King Hezekiah, who raged against God. God's response is… well, rather colorful: "Because you have raged against Me and your arrogance has reached My ears, I will put My hook in your nose and My bit in your mouth, and I will turn you back on the way you came" (2 (Kings 19:2)8).

And the Midrash imagines Hezekiah retorting, almost exasperated, "O foolish one, what do you think? Don't you know everything unless you hear it?" (Isaiah 37:28). The implication? That God’s knowledge shouldn’t depend on our actions or words.

It all circles back to that initial verse. "There is no word on my tongue..." The Midrash concludes: "There is no psalm, there is no eternal melody, there is no song that I will say that is not already revealed before You."

So, what are we to make of this? Is it comforting to know that we are so thoroughly known? Or is it unsettling? Perhaps it’s both.

The genius of the Midrash lies in its ability to hold these conflicting ideas in tension. It acknowledges the awe-inspiring, sometimes overwhelming, reality of divine omniscience. It reminds us that even our most private thoughts, our unspoken prayers, our deepest fears – they are all known. And, maybe, in that knowing, there is a profound and unexpected intimacy. Because if we are truly seen, then we are also, perhaps, truly understood. And that’s a powerful thought.

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