That impatience, that void, can lead us down some unexpected paths. The story of the Golden Calf is a prime example.
The Israelites, fresh out of Egypt, were camped at the foot of Mount Sinai, waiting for Moses to return from receiving the Torah. But days turned into weeks, and the people grew restless. They demanded a new god, a tangible symbol to replace the unseen Moses, the absent leader.
They approached Aaron, Moses' brother, with their demands. Now, Aaron found himself in an impossible position. He couldn't condone idolatry, but he also feared the people's wrath. So, according to Legends of the Jews, Aaron tried to buy time. He suggested, "It will be more reverential to your god if I build the altar in person." He hoped Moses would return before the deed was done.
But Moses didn't come. And the people, fueled by their anxiety and impatience, offered sacrifices to the idol and indulged in lewdness. As Exodus 32:6 puts it, "They sat down to eat and to drink, and rose up to play."
Meanwhile, up on Mount Sinai, God saw what was happening. He told Moses, "Go, get thee down; for thy people, which thou broughtest out of the land of Egypt, have corrupted themselves" (Exodus 32:7).
Now, here’s where it gets really interesting. Moses, who had been in the presence of God, was now tasked with confronting a rebellious nation. But he wasn't just facing the Israelites. According to Legends of the Jews, Moses, who until then had been superior to the angels, now, owing to the sins of Israel, feared them greatly.
The angels, hearing that God meant to send him, wanted to kill him! Imagine that – Moses, the great lawgiver, in mortal danger from the very beings who should be supporting him. Only by clinging to the Throne of God, who covered him with His mantle, did he escape their grasp.
He faced a particularly fierce struggle with the five Malachei Chabbalah, the Angels of Destruction: Kezef, Af, Hemah, Mashhit, and Haron, whom God had sent to annihilate Israel. These weren't just abstract forces; they were powerful, destructive entities.
Desperate, Moses turned to the patriarchs: Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob. "If ye are men who are participators of the future life, stand by me in this hour," he pleaded, "for your children are as a sheep that is led to the slaughter."
The patriarchs joined Moses in prayer, reminding God of His promise to multiply their seed like the stars. In recognition of their merits, God withdrew three of the Angels of Destruction, leaving only two.
But Moses didn't stop there. He continued to plead with God, reminding Him of the vows He had made to both the patriarchs and to Moses himself. First, he asked God to take away the angel Mashhit, and God granted his prayer. Then, he pleaded for the removal of Haron.
And here’s the truly remarkable part. God stood by Moses, empowering him to confront the angel Haron. Moses wrestled with this destructive force, ultimately thrusting him deep into the earth, in a spot that is the possession of the tribe of Gad, and there held him captive.
What does this all mean? It's more than just a dramatic story. It speaks to the power of intercession, the importance of patience, and the constant struggle between creation and destruction. Moses, through his unwavering faith and relentless pleading, not only saved the Israelites but also demonstrated the profound influence a single individual can have, even against seemingly insurmountable odds.
And it makes you wonder, doesn't it? What "angels of destruction" are we facing in our own lives? And what promises can we cling to, what intercessions can we offer, to hold them captive?