David Waited to Sing Until Four Giants Fell
David went out with his men one more time and his strength gave out in the middle of the fighting. Afterward they made him swear never to come again.
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The King's Strength Gave Out
The Philistines came up again and David went down with his servants to meet them, the way he had gone down since he was a boy with a sling, and somewhere in the middle of that day his body quit on him.
Ishbi-benob saw it happen. He was one of the sons of the giant, and the head of his spear weighed three hundred shekels of bronze, and he had a new sword strapped on him that had never been used. He came for the king with the whole afternoon in front of him and no reason to hurry.
Abishai the son of Zeruiah got there first. He put himself between the giant and the king and killed the Philistine on the spot, and then he stood there breathing hard while the men came running up the field toward a king sitting in the dirt.
You Will Not Go Out With Us Again
They made him swear it before they let him up.
"You shall not go out with us to battle any more. You will not put out the lamp of Israel."
It was said with love and it landed like a sentence. He was the man who had walked out to the champion in the valley with five stones and no armor, and now his own soldiers were telling him where he was allowed to stand. He went back to the camp and sat among the tents while other men went out in the morning.
Somebody expected a psalm out of it. There was always somebody expecting a psalm. He did not give them one.
"Not yet," he said. "I do not sing until I have been shamed, and until four of them have fallen into my hand, and until I have the better of the master of fingers."
Three More Out of Gath
The war came back at Gob. Sibbechai the Hushathite killed Saph, another of the giant's sons, and the count stood at two.
At Gob again, Elhanan of Bethlehem killed the Gittite whose spear shaft was like the beam of a weaver's loom. Three.
Then a fourth came out at Gath, and this one was built wrong. Six fingers on each hand. Six toes on each foot. Twenty-four in all, and men counted them, because a thing like that gets counted. He walked out in front of the lines and taunted Israel the way his family had always taunted Israel, and Jonathan the son of Shimei, David's own nephew, went out and killed him and left the fingers curling in the dust.
Four. Four giants out of one house in Gath, and every one of them dead by David's hand or by the hands of the men who served him.
Leaves on the Green Tree
David heard about the last three from other men's mouths.
That is what the oath had bought him, a chair and a report. His nephew took the six-fingered one. Abishai's brothers and their sons carried the swords now, boys he remembered as children in Zeruiah's house, and they came back at evening with the details and he listened and asked good questions and did not go out.
Leaves grow on a green tree. One of them dries and comes off and another opens in the same place, and the tree does not stop being green. That is how it goes with generations of flesh and blood. One perishes, another ripens, and the man who notices it first is usually the one drying at the edge of the branch.
The Song He Had Been Holding
He had waited years for this. When the fourth was buried, David opened his mouth.
He spoke the whole song on the day the Lord delivered him out of the hand of all his enemies and out of the hand of Saul, and it is a long one. The Lord is my rock and my fortress. The earth shook and trembled. He bowed the heavens and came down. He sent from above and took me, He drew me out of many waters.
Every line of it had been sitting in him through the years when the count was at zero, and through the afternoon in the dirt with Abishai standing over him, and through the mornings when the army left without him. He had refused to spend it on a skirmish. A song is not a receipt for a good day. It is what is left after the shame and the fourth body.
And the rule he made for himself he laid on his people too. Israel does not sing either. Not until they have been shamed, not until four have fallen into their hand, not until they have the better of the master of fingers. Four kingdoms are still standing. The nations are still to be gathered against Jerusalem. Somewhere on the other side of all that, a new song is written and nobody has heard the first line of it yet.
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