Moses Answered Adam, Noah, and the Fathers
On his last day Moses did the arithmetic and it frightened him. Bilam was called a prophet too. Both of them were going to die.
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The Question He Asked on His Last Day
Moses had the mountain to climb and a poem to say over the tribes first, and before either of those he had a piece of arithmetic that would not come out right. Bilam son of Beor was called a prophet. He was called a prophet. The same word in the same language for a man who took money to aim words at a camp and for a man who had argued heaven out of killing his own people.
One end waits for the wise man and the fool, and both of them get it. So why bother being the wise one? Why hand a whole life to the Torah and get the identical hole in the ground?
Then the claimants came, and every one of them was a giant, and every one of them wanted to go first.
Adam Went First
Adam stepped up with the oldest claim there is. "I am greater than you. I was made in the image of God, by His own hands, before there was anyone to compare me to."
"And it came off you," Moses said. "You did not stay a night in that honor. What was put on me is still on me. I am a hundred and twenty years old today and my eye has not dimmed and my strength has not gone out of me."
Adam had no answer. He had lost his glory in a garden in the space of an afternoon.
Noah and the Two Captains
Noah came next, salt still on him. "I am greater than you. I came through the flood. Everything that breathed outside my door was scraped off the earth and I walked out onto dry land."
"You saved yourself," Moses said. "You could not save one man of your generation. They drowned against the sides of your box. When my people danced around the calf and the sentence had already been passed on them, I stood in the gap and would not move, and the Lord turned back from the evil He had said He would do."
Two ships go out and two captains bring them into weather. One swims clear and stands on the beach watching his ship break up. The other comes in with the hull scarred and every hand alive on deck. The town runs down to the water for the second man. Nobody argues about which one they are cheering.
Abraham Came With Bread
Abraham had fed strangers at a tent door in the heat of the day, and he said so. "I fed whoever walked past me. I kept the road fed."
"You fed men in a settled country," Moses said, "where there was a road and a market and a well. I fed a nation in a wilderness with nothing growing in it for forty years, and they were mine, marked in the flesh, and they complained about the food."
Isaac spoke with his throat. "I stretched my neck out on the wood and I saw the Divine Presence standing over the altar."
"You saw it once," Moses said, "and your eyes went out. You spent your old age blind in a dark tent, groping for the son in front of you. I spoke with Him face to face for forty years, and I came down the mountain shining so hard the camp could not look at me, and I did not even know my own face was lit."
Jacob came last of the fathers, limping. "I took hold of an angel in the dark and I did not let go until he blessed me."
"On your own riverbank," Moses said. "He came down to your ford, on your dirt, and you wrestled him there. I went up into the place where they live. I walked through them to the throne and it was the angels who gave ground."
Then Bless Them
The Holy One ended the contest with one line. Since he is exalted over all of them, let him be the one to bless Israel.
And the arithmetic came out at last. A day would come when Israel was in trouble to the neck, and they would reach back and say, He remembered the days of old, Moses, His people. No nation has ever said that about Bilam. Nobody has ever gone into a bad year calling on the man who fell on his face for a fee. The wise man dies and the fool dies and only one of them keeps getting called.
So the old man with the undimmed eyes turned to face the tribes, and put his hand out over them, and started: this is the blessing.
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