It's almost like one verse says one thing, and another… well, it says the opposite! It can be confusing. But Jewish tradition is brilliant at wrestling with these apparent contradictions. It offers ways to understand them, showing us the depth and complexity of our sacred texts.
The Sifrei Bamidbar, a collection of legal midrash on the Book of Numbers, tackles this head-on. It asks, how can we reconcile verses that seem utterly opposed? It does so by introducing a powerful idea: timing.
Think of it like this: one verse says, "The L-rd lift His countenance unto you," (Numbers 6:26) a beautiful blessing expressing divine favor. But another verse, from Deuteronomy, says God "does not lift the countenance" (Deuteronomy 10:17), meaning He doesn't show favoritism or forgive based on appearances. How do we make sense of this?
The Sifrei Bamidbar suggests it depends on the moment. Before a decree has been sealed, when there's still a chance for repentance and change, "The L-rd lift His countenance unto you." There's grace, there's forgiveness. But after the decree is sealed, after a judgment has been made, God "does not lift the countenance." Justice must take its course.
This theme repeats throughout the text, resolving many seeming contradictions. (Psalm 65:3) says, "O, heeder of prayer, to You does all flesh come," while (Lamentations 3:44) states, "You have covered Yourself with a cloud against the passing of prayer." Again, timing is key. Before the decree, God hears our prayers. After? A cloud intervenes.
(Psalm 145:18) tells us, "Close is the L-rd to all who call upon Him, to all who call upon Him in truth," a comforting thought. Yet (Psalm 10:1) asks, "Why, O L-rd, do You stand afar?" Before the decree, God is near. After, He seems distant.
Even regarding good and evil, the text grapples with this. (Lamentations 3:38) says, "From the mouth of the Most High there shall not issue forth the evils and the good," implying God isn't the source of both. But (Daniel 9:14) states, "and the L-rd was anxious for the evil (to materialize)," suggesting a divine hand in punishment. The resolution? Before the decree, God doesn't initiate evil. After, He allows it to happen as a consequence of our actions.
The same logic applies to repentance, or teshuva. (Jeremiah 4:14) urges, "Wash your heart of evil, O Jerusalem, so that you be saved," a call to change. But (Jeremiah 2:22) despairs, "Though you wash yourself with niter and add borax, your sin is an (indelible) stain before Me." Before the decree, repentance works! After… it may be too late. (Jeremiah 3:22) offers "Return, you wayward sons," but (Jeremiah 8:4) warns, "If they (wish to) return, He will not return" (to accept them.) (Isaiah 55:6) encourages us to "Seek the L-rd when He is found," while (Ezekiel 20:3) seems to shut the door: "As I live (says the L-rd), will I be sought out for you?" Even God’s desire for our well-being seems to shift: (Ezekiel 18:32) declares, "For I do not desire the death of the dead one," yet (1 (Samuel 2:2)5) states, "… for the L-rd desired to kill them."
The Sifrei Bamidbar offers another way of understanding the initial contradiction: the difference between this world and the world to come – olam ha-ba (the World to Come). In this world, God's face shines upon us. In the world to come? Justice reigns supreme.
But the text doesn't stop there. It expands on the blessing, "and grant you peace" – Shalom. This isn't just the absence of conflict. It's peace in all aspects of life: "peace in your coming in and peace in your going out and peace with all men." Rabbi Chanina adds, "peace in your house." Rabbi Nathan connects it to the Messianic era, quoting (Isaiah 9:6), "the king who increases the governance (of the L-rd), and his peace will be endless." It’s also the peace of Torah, drawing on (Psalm 29:11), "The L-rd gives strength (Torah) to His people; the L-rd blesses His people with peace."
The text emphasizes the importance of peace, stating that "Great is peace, the Holy One Blessed be He deviating from the truth for its sake." It then provides examples, referencing Sarah in (Genesis 18:12-13), and Manoach's story in Judges 13. It even speaks of the sotah ritual, where God's name is symbolically erased to bring peace between a husband and wife. The sotah is a woman accused of adultery, who undergoes a ritual involving drinking water with ink dissolved in it; if she is guilty, the water will supposedly make her ill.
The text goes on to say that peace contains all blessings, it is given to the penitent, to the righteous, to lovers and learners of Torah, to the humble, and to those who do righteousness. Even in war, peace is the ultimate goal!
Rabbi Chanina concludes by saying peace "is over and against the entire creation," referencing (Isaiah 45:7). It's needed even in the celestial realms, as (Job 25:2) states: "Governance and fear is with Him: He makes peace in His heights."
So, what does all of this mean for us? Perhaps it’s a reminder that our actions have consequences, that there's a time for grace and a time for judgment. But more than that, it's a powerful affirmation of the importance of Shalom – peace – in our lives, in our homes, and in the world. It's a goal worth striving for, even if it means bending the truth a little. After all, as the text makes clear, peace isn't just the absence of war. It's the very foundation of a blessed life.
One verse states "The L-rd lift His countenance unto you," and another, (Devarim 10:17) "who does not lift the countenance" (i.e., who does not forgive) and who does not take a bribe." How are these two verses to be reconciled? When Israel do the L-rd's will — "The L-rd lift His countenance unto you"; when they do not do the L-rd's will — "who does not lift the countenance." Variantly: Before the decree has been sealed — "The L-rd lift His countenance unto you"; after the decree has been sealed — "who does not lift the countenance." One verse states (Psalms 65:3) "O, heeder of prayer, to You does all flesh come," and another, (Eichah 3:44) "You have covered Yourself with a cloud against the passing of prayer." How are these two verses to be reconciled? Before the decree has been sealed — "heeder of prayer"; after the decree has been sealed — "You have covered Yourself with a cloud." One verse states (Psalms 145:18) "Close is the L-rd to all who call upon Him, to all who call upon Him in truth," and another, (Ibid. 10:1) "Why, O L-rd, do You stand afar?" How are these two verses to be reconciled? Before the decree has been sealed" — "Close is the L-rd to all who call upon Him"; after the decree has been sealed, He is "afar." One verse states (Eichah 3:28) "From the mouth of the Most High there shall not issue forth the evils and the good," and another, (Daniel 9:14) "and the L-rd was anxious for the evil (to materialize)." How are these two verses to be reconciled? Before the decree has been sealed — "From the mouth of the Most High there shall not issue forth the evils and the good"; after the decree has been sealed — "and the L-rd was anxious for the evil." One verse states (Jeremiah 4:14) "Wash your heart of evil, O Jerusalem, so that you be saved," and another, (Ibid. 2:22) "Though you wash yourself with niter and add borax, your sin is an (indelible) stain before Me." How are these two verses to be reconciled? Before the decree has been sealed — "Wash your heart of evil, O Jerusalem"; after the decree has been sealed — "Though you wash yourself with niter and add borax, your sin is an (indelible) stain before Me." One verse states (Ibid. 3:22) "Return, you wayward sons," and another, (Ibid. 8:4) "If they (wish to) return, He will not return" (to accept them.) How are these two verses to be reconciled? Before the decree has been sealed — "Return, you wayward sons"; after the decree has been sealed — "If they return, He will not return." One verse states (Isaiah 55:6) "Seek the L-rd when He is found," and another, (Ezekiel 20:3) "As I live (says the L-rd), will I be sought out for you?" How are these two verses to be reconciled? Before the decree has been sealed — "Seek the L-rd when He is found"; after the decree has been sealed — "Will I be sought out for you?" One verse states (Ibid. 18:32) "For I do not desire the death of the dead one," and another (I Samuel 2:25) "… for the L-rd desired to kill them." How are these two verses to be reconciled? Before the decree has been sealed — "For I do not desire the death of the dead one"; after the decree has been sealed — "for the L-rd desired to kill them." Variantly: One verse states "The L-rd lift His countenance unto you," and another (Devarim 10:17) "who does not lift the countenance." How are these two verses to be reconciled? "The L-rd lift His countenance" — in this world; "who does not lift the countenance" — in the world to come. Variantly: "The L-rd lift His countenance" — (Let Him) remove His anger from you. "and grant you peace": peace in your coming in and peace in your going out and peace with all men. R. Chanina, the adjutant high-priest says: "and grant you peace" — in your house. R. Nathan says: This is the peace of the Davidic kingdom, of which it is written (Isaiah 9:6) (the king) "who increases the governance (of the L-rd), and his peace will be endless. Upon the throne of David and upon his kingdom" (shall this peace be). Variantly: This is the peace of Torah, of which it is written (Psalms 29:11) "The L-rd gives strength (Torah) to His people; the L-rd blesses His people with peace." Great is peace, the Holy One Blessed be He deviating from the truth for its sake in the instance of Sarah, who said "I am old" (see Bereshit 18:12-13). Great is peace, the angel deviating from the truth for its sake in the instance of Manoach for its sake (viz. Judges 13). Great is peace, the Name written in holiness being erased by the bitter waters (of the sotah) to make peace between a man and his wife. R. Elazar says: Great is peace, the prophets having exhorted all men for its sake. R. Shimon b Chalafta says: Great is peace, it being the only vessel which contains all of the blessings, it being written "The L-rd gives strength to His people; the L-rd blesses His people with peace." R. Elazar Hakappar says: Great is peace, all of the blessings being sealed with peace, viz.: "The L-rd bless you and keep you. The L-rd cause His countenance to shine upon you and be gracious unto you. The L-rd lift His countenance unto you and grant you peace." R. Elazar the son of R. Elazar Hakappar says: Great is peace, for even if the idolators live in peace, the Holy One, as it were, does not "touch" them, as it is written (Hoshea 4:17) "Ephraim (Yisrael) has bound himself (in friendship to serve) idols — Let him be." But when they were divided amongst themselves, what is written of them? (Ibid. 10:2) "Their hearts are divided — Now they will be laid waste!" How great is peace! — How abhorrent is contention! Great is peace, for even in time of war, peace is needed, viz. (Devarim 20:10) "If you draw near a city to do battle with it, then you shall call out to it for peace," (Ibid. 2:26) "And I sent messengers from the desert of Kedemoth to Sichon, king of Moav, (with) words of peace," (Judges 11:12) "And Yiftach sent messengers …" What did he (the king of Ammon) say? (13) "And now, return them (the lands you took from us) in peace." Great is peace, for even the dead need peace, as it is written (Bereshit 15:13) "And you will come to your fathers in peace," and (Jeremiah 34:5) "In peace will you die, and as the burnings of your fathers, etc." Great is peace, which is given to the penitent, as it is written (Isaiah 57:19) "(I will) create (for him [the penitent a new]) expression of the lips:" Shalom Shalom! (And both will be alike, both) the far (i.e., one who had served the L-rd from his youth) and the near (i.e., one who had sinned and had just repented), etc." Great is peace, which was given in the portion of the righteous, as it is written (Ibid. 2) "Let him (the righteous one) come in peace (to the grave). Let them (the men of lovingkindness) rest (peacefully) where they lie." Great is peace, which was not given in the portion of the wicked, viz. (Ibid. 21) "There is no peace, says the L-rd, for the wicked." Great is peace, which was given to the lovers of Torah, viz. (Psalms 119:165) "Peace in abundance for the lovers of Your Torah." Great is peace, which was given to the humble, viz. (Ibid. 37:11) "and the humble will inherit the land and rejoice in an abundance of peace." Great is peace, which was given to the learners of Torah, viz. (Isaiah 59:13) "And all your children will be (as if) taught by the L-rd, and (there will be) an abundance of peace (among) your children." Great is peace, which is given to the doers of righteousness, viz. (Ibid. 32:7) "And the reward of righteousness will be peace." Great is peace, for the name of the Holy One Blessed be He is "Peace," viz. (Judges 6:24) "and he called it (the altar) 'the L-rd is Peace.'" R. Chanina, the adjutant high-priest says: Great is peace, which is over and against the entire creation, as it is written "who makes peace … and creates all" (viz. Isaiah 45:7). Great is peace, which is needed (even) by the celestial creations, viz. (Job 25:22) "Governance and fear is with Him: He makes peace in His heights." Now does this not follow a fortiori, viz.: If in a place where there is no enmity, or rivalry, or hatred, or hostility, peace is needed — how much more so, in a place where all of these obtain!